Previously, on Fritz™. Season 26

Life Style
- ups and down on the diet.
- League of Legends
- February 26... BADTRiP
- Received my first Plastic Card from HSBC.
- Was recruited for a Company's Paintball match.
- Joined, Company's Badminton Tournament.
- Bought PlayStation 3.
- Fly out of the country towards Singapore.
- Bought iPhone4S

Career
- Still works at the same company/Bank as an RCSA that later got absorbed in Downtown center as a regular CSA.
- assigned to different branches on Area 3: Jaboneros(5mos.), Ongpin(2weeks), Downtown Center(permanent), and Quezon Boulevard(a day).
- Found out that i was on the top10 list (when I was an RCSA)
- Star of the night (Area3 Christmas Party)

Friends
- HS friends mini/tiny reunion. (EK, Subic, Treetop Adventure)
- Met new friends.
- College Friends miny/tiny reunion (Batangas, Beltran's Manor)

Family
- Cousin Gary stayed with us for a couple of weeks
- Cousin Jeffrey got married.

Love
- trying to forget her.
- Was with someone but my mind is somewhere else.
- Something is missing still, when I was with her... (the spark, i think)
- Finally, reunited after a year.
- In a place where where you fall-in, but you have already know what will the come-out will be.
- Hate that I love you ~ Rihanna feat Ne-yo
- Emotionally Stressed/tired/grieving.
- Post partum syndrome with her.
- Before Season 26 ended, met someone new. :)

Highlights
- Pretended to be American with Cousin Gary to pick-up chicks.
- Experienced to be mocked by somebody who I dont really know, because I was with his former girlfriend.
- Reached, but didn't finished!


"that's it in a nutshell"

The movie "The Wild Hunt" (2009) was about a guy who's relationship is in a brink of falling away only to win back his relation with his girlfriend where it took place in a Fantasy world of Medieval Role-playing-adult-people.

Even though that this movie is not on the mainstream films, it didn't fail them to entertain the audience of this film. Its a low budgeted film at its best. The storyline is awesome, that you as an audience will feel the angst/hate toward a certain or more characters of this film.

It is a good movie.




4.5 out of 5.

I don't think I wanna catch someone who is going to have a child...

While I was watching the Korean movie entitled 'Sex is Zero' (2002), there was a scene were the main character was helping his love interest to get through with her problems. In my mind, I pictured myself if I am on that position where your love interest is going through tough times with that problem. I said to myself, I don't think I wanna catch someone who is going to have a child... from someone else.

But who knows. I am not yet on that position to judge what I can or cannot do. Only time can tell.


Over all, the Movie "Sex is Zero" is awesome. I had a blast watching every minute of it.
Laughing and emotional at the same time.



5 out of 5.

today, 28th of September 2011. I got to listen to a love advice on a radio (101.1) from a caller which I can totally relate on what transpired to me recently... The difference between him and me is that I know when to stop, and what to expect from what I was facing at the time. Crazy enough to say, Im still on the same page but on a different context. I do not want to expect a happy ending with her, expecting such will only make me suffer more if I held on to that illusion of taught that is lingering behind my mind. The torture that I felt last August should stay hidden or preserved in that place where I felt the heart and mind talking to each other that in the end, I know that she will be gone and be back to the arms of another man. But life should go on... Right now, I did not cut the ropes, but instead... I put it in a place where I can catch it back when possibilities arrives... Im saying: "See you when you are ready..."

Big F!!!!

Argh! I hate this f'n thing that I feel deep inside me emotionally. What im trying to do right now is that Im trying to embrace whatever this thing that im facing, instead of running away from it and having myself think of an excuse that may make me feel good by avoiding the F'N reality that's infront of me.

I hate it!
Why did i have ever meet someone like you in my life?
Why did i even asked you out that day?
Why you didn't reject that offer that I inquired?
Why did i observed and tried to know you a lot?
Why did I fall for you?
Why?

Whatever this feelings that I have for you...
I dont know when or how will I surpass it.
I dont know how long will I endure it.
I dont know if I can ever forget you.
I dont know..
I really dont.

I thought this feelings that I had for you has gone by after 11months of not seeing each other...
I thought that after Singapore, things will change...
I thought that after Singapore, I will bid goodbye...
I thought.



I am so complicated right now.

crap!

im still in the same place. You are like a treasure that I cannot keep for myself. Someone owns you and I cannot do a thing to make it mine. How tragic life is, finding someone only to be teased by something that you cannot have. Like a dream that you believe is all true only to wake up and be sad that it was just a speck of imagination.

I take back the words that I kept saying in my past. Like 'love is something you give without expecting any return'. This words are just sad, every people in the world needs to love and to be loved in return.

I did not expect that the feelings I had for her is too strong that I cannot do anything about it but to Wait.

Waiting sucks, I always hate waiting. even if just for a couple of hours, waiting is like forever.


Crap!

I want to get rid of this feelings right away. I once said that Heartbreak is a requirement. Well, when will be this heartbreak is gonna end?


When are you gonna be with me?

I heart you.

I really do.

I <3 her.

Diet/ exercise season will start on monday.


its Wednesday and I miss glancing/staring at you.

i was like.... nakakainlab.